Just Friends

Have I found the answer to my riddle?

When your ass wiggles

For everyone else to see

I stand by like a schmuck

Watching this display

Dodging the bullshit

They all must think I’m gay

That’s not it

I’m just stupid

Another dipshit in line

To pay for all those other fuckers’ crimes

How about that dream

Horse riding mystique

Supposed to tell you something

You know the crap and hit the fan

Shit-eating grin oscillates

Washing my eyes clean

I flood with pain

You can lead a jackass to water

And he may drink

But a jackass still is he

Although a horse he may think

Having a good time my dear?

Do you need anything?

I’ll get right on it.

Everything okay?

Servant to the self

Unfortunately not mine

Have these women never met

A devilish one whose heart’s kind?

Why do they think I’m Jesus Christ

And they are the whore Mary

Bullshit if I am here to alleviate their strife

Like I have nothing better to do with my life

That’s right, go on, take it all

Just use me up in your selfishness

Get your head straight at my expense

By all means

Throw me down to the ground

Kick me around

Rip my essence in two

I’m sure you’ll find something more you can use

When your done

Grin to me and say

How thankful you are to have me as just a friend.

~

DBrown Fisher

© May 1998